Mind whirling…

Tic Toc…

Inability to properly focus…

Any of this sound familiar?

Anticipation…

That sweet ache…

So much we anticipate…

What am I currently anticipating…

Well am currently dating…

Dating is a merry go round of anticipation, of uncertaintly…a mentally exhaustive exercise…

It is almost too much…

Why do we do it?

I suppose because we desire…

We want…

To chase our bliss…

But holy fucking cow(lol)………………..it really is almost too much…

The questions constantly swirling in my head: does he like me, does he want me…do I like him, do I want him…?!?!?

The fantasy…will reality measure up?

The reality…are we ready for it?

The risk…if it doesn’t work out…if it does…?

Sigh…and we keep coming back for more…

The nerves on edge, for that chance…we anticipate…

We cannot stop…