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My Dating Reality…

For those of you following along…

Yes, I know I need to…

I have posted ads everywhere…as previously blogged/stipulated…

But, my people…I suck at actually pulling the trigger and making dates…

And even when I do, I often don’t go on more than one with the blokes(ha ha, such a funny term, blokes)…

If I don’t like ’em, I don’t bother with more…just like that book…just not that into you…It’s quid pro quo, no!? lol…

It is quite simply, hard to meet new people, friends, co workers, etc…not least of all folks you may want to have a deeper connection with. Dating can suck…but if you meet the right person, it can be fabulous…or all end in a mired mess…lol, such is life. It is not neat nor predictable.

But it is scary. New people. New emotions…new new new…sigh…lol…fabulous and horrendous all at the same time.

Have I mentioned before it is all too much!? Yet not enough…

I have forced myself in this new year to take a slight step out of my insular world and shell, and to do more than talk about it here…(never did meet more than one or two of the CL guys last year…eepers!)

Of late, have I dated many or just one!? Well that is mine to know…and if you are lucky, yours to find out;) Ha ha…just joshin…

My reality, not so mysterious…if you know me, just ask…if you are just randomly reading…well, you can imagine whatever you like…

A note…those Sex and the City girls…(the characters)…noone I know in reality gets that much action…not by an exponential amount…just sayin…lol…that would be tiring…….

And…noone has that many great pairs of shoes………..

“Hello……..lova!” (You must be an SATC fan to get this, lol)

Your friendly excessive blogger come oh so innocent groupie…..

~ems
xoxo

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Do YOU Google Yourself?

LOL…it sounds so wink wink nudge nudge funny, eh?

But come on, admit it…you do it! And if by some gap in the cosmos, you haven’t…you are right now! lol…you cannot resist…no worries–tis not a sin…………..yet;)

For years…I, myself…yours truly, was null on google returns. And I liked it that way! I adore being anonymous. I have a online handle as it were(look up)…that has googled well for a few years now. But me: First Last, name, not so much! Now, if I put quotes around my name, I am 1st-3rd-5th on Google returns…of course that varies…

I am however still not first consistently on unquoted name Google…ha ha…but I am first page;)

What has changed?

Well, there is my Linked In page(sparse as it is), and Facebook(I have my privacy settings allowing for public searches). But what seems to have joined it, and I shouldn’t be surprised…my photos were recently published under my name on a friends website which generally googles quite well, even now after it got renamed. And pop…there I am.

Sigh, I guess my days of anonymity are over. At least the googles don’t show me doing anything crazy…lol, then you would know they were fake! Ha ha, I am not that crazy…I am just tongue in cheek in cyberspace…in reality, I am pure innocence………………

LMAO…

An aside…I was not born in the 1800’s! LOL that would be my alternate identity;)

Now, what are you waiting for………….go Google yourself!

xoxo

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In Bruges

A beautifully disturbing film. I have to admit, I don’t see many flicks with Mr. Farrell headlining…

However, I found this one quite interesting…that is when I wasn’t (pleasantly) distracted by my date……….

But we will leave that for another time perhaps…

Movies…I really have gotten out of the habit of going in the last couple years…but I do love them…

Even bad movies have value. I love the escape, the far off locations…it is a bit like a 2hour vacation every time. Fantasy, comedy, drama, action…pure escape…bigger than life. It envelopes you…

Colin’s character, in this film, did not appreciate the gloriously historic surroundings…though everyone else in the movie did…but then, he was but an inept hitman who really just wanted to get a pint and get laid…

I am not sure he ever got the second…sadly. Clearly, his character was not of his own clear charms(I mean how sexy is that Irish accent!?)…

Anywho, I would give this film *** stars…not the best, but very intriguing in its characters…definitley a character piece, not anything epic, nor earthshattering…but interesting and quirky…and oft times quite amusing.

Ralph Fiennes comes in for last portion of the film…so funny…these hit men almost have a heart…but then, not really? Or do they?

Anyways…my message? Go to the movies. They are the cheapest vacation you will ever go on!

http://imdb.com/title/tt0780536/
http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1809826831/info
http://www.cinematical.com/2008/01/18/sundance-review-in-bruges/

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Shallow…yet Fair…lane…

…Depth of Field, lol…I love it…I love my f1.8 lense…

The slice at minimum distance…so cool …The Nifty 50 rocks…


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Feb08_2_043, originally uploaded by Elisa ~ www.emswazzu.com.

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Anticipation…

Stomach in knots…nerves all a flutter…

Mind whirling…

Tic Toc…

Inability to properly focus…

Any of this sound familiar?

Anticipation…

That sweet ache…

So much we anticipate…

What am I currently anticipating…

Well am currently dating…

Dating is a merry go round of anticipation, of uncertaintly…a mentally exhaustive exercise…

It is almost too much…

Why do we do it?

I suppose because we desire…

We want…

To chase our bliss…

But holy fucking cow(lol)………………..it really is almost too much…

The questions constantly swirling in my head: does he like me, does he want me…do I like him, do I want him…?!?!?

The fantasy…will reality measure up?

The reality…are we ready for it?

The risk…if it doesn’t work out…if it does…?

Sigh…and we keep coming back for more…

The nerves on edge, for that chance…we anticipate…

We cannot stop…

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Eyes Bored…

Or rather I was…as I sat there waiting for this report to run, I took out my iPhone and started snapping…




Creepy!? lol…

Oh, and those are my real lashes;)

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Rock Star 3 ???

It might happen!

Read about it: RockBandLounge.com Big Letter Writing Campaign

It brought us the extremely talented musicians: JD Fortune, Marty Casey, Ryan Star, Lukas Rossi, Toby Rand, and many more …It brought INXS back to us…I can’t wait for it to bring me more more more!

It’s time to start cranking out those letters again…the iron is HOT

WRITE ‘EM NOW!!!

Ghen Maynard
Executive Vice President
CBS Paramount Network Television Entertainment Group
7800 Beverly Boulevard R
Los Angeles, CA 90036

Conrad Riggs
Mark Burnett Productions
640 North Sepulveda Boulevard
2nd Floor
Los Angeles, CA 90049
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Mark Burnett talking to bands for Rock Star 3
February 8, 2008

http://www.thedeadbolt.com/news/104033/burnettrockstar_news.
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quote:So what’s the current status of Rock Star, and will it be back for a third season? Here’s what Mark Burnett revealed to us about the future of Rock Star:

“Yes, it’s funny… you look at these online studies and one of the most requested shows to come back, from anything I’ve done, is Rock Star. And yes, I’m in discussions with various bands. But there is one flaw as a business in that you have to find a suitable rock band that actually wants to find a new lead singer. So you’ve got a barrier to entry, but yes, we are in discussions and people do want to see that series again.”

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The long lost S T O R M…

…interview…

LOL…

It is here…no doubt about it…

My friend Tamara and I sat down with Storm, and intermittently her Balls…before a show, November 18, 2006…

That afternoon, I saw a truly lovely woman, of strong spirit, much vulnerability, and good heart. A woman who embodies her talent, in a real way…She pulls no punches, tells it like it is, and you just can’t help but fall in love with her…

Her stature, her voice, her sheer presence on stage is stunning. But face to face, hanging in her dressing room…it is where you see, that she is truly beautiful…in mind, body, and soul…

Enjoy…

RockBandLounge.com Storm Large Interview